i can feel it starting to happen again
whenever i get close to someone who lives far away from me and we become really close, we usually remain close for about a year or so…
but then the conversations start to get shorter and less lively
and i usually say things like
"hey, maybe it’s just a bad day"
but then that day turns into a week
the week turns into a month
the month turns into 6 months
and before i can even blink, we’re strangers.
gosh fuck i can’t have this happen again. not with you. i keep hoping that it’s just been a rough two weeks with college and whatnot, but i couldn’t handle losing you. not like this.